Strangers, again

Relationships... Some people kind of lost hope for it. Well i don't mean i did but somehow, once or another probably yes.

Well. Your first relationship will always be the one leaving you the hardest, deepest impression. No matter how young were you back then, you would have never felt that choice was stupid. Maybe the crazily in love part was. But not the decisions you have made. Not even till today. Which at my age would probably be at least 5 years ago.

Relationships are not always a hassle. Some times they end well, some time they don't. Sometimes time after time you guys can still be friends, sometimes no. Nevertheless am i right to say affection doesn't always lasts? And after time people always take each other for granted? Example times one party waited for the other to be home in order for him/herself to sleep in peace. In the beginning it's always sweet. Waiting patiently... The other party will thank god for having such a wonderful, meticulous partner whom waits up for u all the time. As time goes by, it gets ANNOYING.


The other party starts to find u ANNOYING. "Why can't u just go to bed without me? What is wrong with u? U can't sleep when i'm not home? This is insane! In the first place we are living seperately! U are so mentally unbalanced!" There goes the call.

U get annoyed, probably by yourself. Can't stop dialing. Probably to rush the party back or probably to argue. "What is wrong with u! U used to say i'm sweet for waiting up. And it's already 2am u told me u'll be back by 1!" WHATEVER! There goes the call again. Never ending problems.. Never ending. This occured because of a few 'human-reasons'. First, u got more and more impatient with the party u are waiting for. There are always reasons for him/her to go out and mix around. And it's never enough. U are definitely sick of waiting up for his/her not punctual promises. Second, HE/SHE just wanna have some fun and wish he/she can leave his/her phone at home without you being such a hassle making his phone a din among his/her friends. Wished his/her friends can stop commenting that u have a very low-self esteem partner.

We are all mentally unbalance.



The comfortable stage between u and ur guy.
For me it's not hard to get to that start because i feel comfortable with most people. Just if it happens like it did in the video i have no idea. Usually women are sick. They prompt stupid questions for an answer they'll never wanna hear you say it. If u don't, the war starts. But of course when u did, the war still starts. Questions like: "Is ur ex girlfriend pretty?" Yes. - U are such a superficial jerk. No. - Don't lie please i've seen her facebook before. Why are u such a hypocrite?

Girls are just sick. Women are WORST.



Maybe that's the reason why there are more and more gays. Now, men have more choices.


And then again, no matter how long a relationship lasted or how long u urself expect it to last, it does not matter because that wouldn't be the fact. People whom dated 8 years can break up instantly what else? Why is it so hard for two person to accomodate/change/improve? It's practically because every one is different. No matter how matching or compatible they are, they are still different.